why is it that everything good in my life, will eventually leave?

usually, not by death, or dismemberment, or by illness. the leave because they can, because someone wants them gone, even though i do not. i really can't write this now.. everytime i think about it i turn into a total sob-fest.

Try being almost 21, and being worried about your mom and the one true "father" figure you've had in your life, are going to get divorced.

it's damn hard. and it hurts......... so bad.

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