miserable is the word of the day. depressed and mean are how i feel. i broke down and bought a pack of cigarettes, this day has just already been too much for me. I want to cry, die, feel, i'm feeling so angry, and mad. i hate feeling this way, but i feel like i hate. I hate. I hate. i dunno what to do. he has made me so mad, and hurt me again. fuck you. fuck you. is this worth it? are you worth this?

you are helping to make my decision.

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