he just walked out. that's his solution for everything. damn it. this really frustrates me. how are we suppposed to have a relationship if he can't understand that what he did really changed me. my thought process, my suspicious nature, my jealousy, my thinking.

Everything is changed because of what happened three months ago. lying to me three times about 3000 dollars worth of porn, which was personal one-on-one porn, is HUGE, BIG, LARGE... *SEE PROBLEMS**. HELLO? does anyone else out there see this? if we cannot talk about this now, we never will be able to.. and this is all a waste of time... a waste of my time, your time, our time, everyone's time. decide what the fuck you want to do nathan... you have lied... walked out.. run away... gotten defensive.

fuck this

i'm really over this right now. recently that's just the way i am. i get all fired up over something.. then i simmer down, and i don't even fucking care... NATHAN THIS IS YOUR FAULT!!!!!

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