What a bunch of bull shit this week has been. Everything is big fucking mess. I have no appitite and my stomach hurts like a mother. I wish that I could see inside sometimes, so that I would know what is true and what is not. It kills me to not know what the truth really is. When someone that I totally love lies to me, or not lies, but "doesn't tell me" something, it kills me. Trust is demolished. And every little out of ordinary thing turns into a huge "what if" situation in my head. I want to work through this mess, and I want to end up with clear bright eyes, and a sense of security. But how do I know what is the truth? Things are getting obscure.

past | present

Bledgirlblue - 2003

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