i can't stop crying.. i hurt so bad. why did i have to open up and trust again.. i wanted to believe him, to love him, to be he and i.

it was not to be so... ever...

my heart makes it hard to breathe

i just can't think....

i wish someone could end this misery...

i wish i could.

damn him. damn him and his lies. his PORNO.. his fucking problem.

he loves sydney and i..

bullshit

if you love us don't lie, get help.

instead... he lost us both... and hurt me far too bad.

can't go back this time... no no i won't. he isn't even home.. i wish i could just have someone break up with me and be able to go on the way he did with me.

what did you hope to see?

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