i'm still feeling pretty crappy. not as bad as earlier but still not in "erika-mode". i've been working on some reviews for my review site. i had a pretty good day today i suppose. feeling shitty really puts the damper on things though. last night at the party it was crazy. i had way too much to drink. (i'm a lightweight) and then i drove to nathan's house at 4 am. (bad bad girl i know) i really shouldn't have drove, but i hate spending the night on a couch. *if the couch was in floridia in andi-pants's apartment, i'd so be there. *hehe* last night nathan came over, we had the "talk" about the past. really really intense. i feel a lot more secure with our relationship, then we watched spongebob with sydney, and nathan fell asleep. so i took sydney down stairs and got ready to go to the part-ay. i was finishing up when the phone rang, it was mummy dearest telling me that if it was alright she would pick sydney up tomorrow (saty) at noon and keep her all night. that's fine with me, then ed (dad) says that he wants to come get her now. so they came and got her friday night.. i had sydney and i's pictures taken. and as soon as i get this dumb computer to let me edit them i'll post one or two on here.

today i got home, slept till 130.. awoke with headache.. tummy ache.. shower.. nathan showed up.... went to dinner... made me feel more icky.. (not a good resturant, we'd never been there) and then we went and saw austin powers, goldmember. it was groovy baby groovy. came home, had a bit 'o fun, even though i didn't feel well.. both fell asleep.. he woke up, left, and i've been on here ever since.

tomorrow taking sydney to some generic amusement park that is supposed to have rides for her age/size. *crosses fingers*

such wonderful fun.

past | present

Bledgirlblue - 2003

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