.crazy.new.old.12.31.01 || 339pm
Holy Moses. Where do I start!?!! This week has been f-ing crazy. My ex-boyfriend Nathan and I got back together last night. I still feel fragile, breakable. I think I should feel happy and great, but I still feel down. It could be the circumstances surrounding us. Things that changed with him that didn't change with me. It's just going to take a little getting used to. Like the fact that I can still say I love him, and he can't say that he loves me. *honestly*
So, I have to keep myself from saying how I feel so I don't expect a response. It'll work out. It's got to. I love him more than anything in the world. Damn damn triple damn. Well.. tonight is new years eve. Who knows what is going on.
past | present
Bledgirlblue - 2003
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